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Chewed gum 4 times tonight 1, after eating onions with tacos 2, after the roach 3, after the first smoke sesh, which I left to sing happy bday, because prudes were yelling "you smell" 4, after the second smoke sesh The struggles to smell clean and socially acceptable.

A while ago, I was saying that weed is pointless. It's a better version of everyday life so you should either always be high or never be high. Because always is impossible and just not fun, and we have to be sober for most of life, sobriety is reality and to get high is to just run from reality. Some try to change that reality which works too. I may have been one of them, haven't thought of what makes up someone who's changing that reality.  Anyway, later that day, I went to the beach overlook and I smoked. Why? Because sober life is so mundane, however it's only mundane to us because we have seen being high and know it so well. Now that we know the high, to go back would be to change your reality back to being sober. This isn't easy because you've seen an 11 and you're adjusting to a 10. Today, after I came down I felt like I didn't wanna blaze again. I don't know. What do people do without blazing?

This morning I watched KKKG, went to the gym with Aman, went to blaze with Daniel and Arden at the Zelzah View  and then had KBBQ which consisted of me not having $5 less and Arden having to call his mom because he left the money. Fucked up. Anyway, went home, chilled. Now gonna sleep. 

The Eighth, hm, late again. Playing video games and shit then went out to Daniel's old house with Erica, Brody, Cody, and Arden. They were waiting, felt bad. Daniel was gonna empty his bong but grabbed it from the top and it fell and broke. I took the last hit. Daniel recorded it too. Pretty cool, had a deep fried taco and a fried oreo which were both great. Vishal Uncle and Abhi's dad came over earlier. I pretty much just played some shit and then left. Came back and had Chow Mein and Chilli Paneer. Eh

Great day, first thing in the morning I went hikinh with Joseph, his girlfriend Kaitlyn, and Mia. We went to the place on Rinaldi with the pull up bars. It was more of a walk but pretty fun and I brought my bong and we took snaps beforehand. It was chill, talking and walking, pretty high. Then, I dropped them off and was going to go home but I remembered that everyone was talking on IG to ball up at 3:30 and it was 3. I really wanted some Subway but I had no money. Fucking money. I called Luis and he told me people were already there so I went and I was balling up with these three Asians, Derrick, Alex, and Bank. I really clicked with Derrick and we played two on two and beat them. Great openings by him and great passes by me. Everyone else showed up and I did alright. I got hungry and came home. Mom said I could get Subway so I was going to but I was going to shower first so she said she'll make something while I shower, and she made Kali Masoor ki Daal and rice. Pretty good. I w...

So I woke up expecting a great day because my mom was coming home. She had been in India for 2 weeks although it didn't really feel like it. In the morning I was the first one ready send my dad told me to take the car for a car wash but we decided to go on the way to the freeway. When we got there we saw a lot of traffic so we didn't go, although if my sister was ready quicker we could have gone. I drove to the airport got a lot of s*** for a quote & quote abrupt lane change. Sometimes I feel that my parents are always pushing their opinions and thoughts on to me or in to me rather. I kept getting drilled for this lane change. I finally reach the airport and I said we could just pull over at the terminal but I didn't go to the right lane so I had to go to parking. We were looking for parking when we found someone pulling out, they were taking a long time so I went ahead and my dad yelled at me so much over a f****** parking. You kept telling me how it showed respect or ...

I woke up, showered, ate some cereal, cleaned the floor of the whole house, and played 2k14 or some other game. Then, we went to Urgent Care for this rash and came home in a hurry to make Lucy the movie. It was alright...it was the first time I've went to the bathroom in the middle of a movie, if that goes to show what I thought about it. The presentation was great but the execution not so much. I liked how they showed the percentages and the beginning with parallel storylines (Lucy and the professor) was a great form of befuddlement and foreshadowing. On the other hand, it touched the same topic as one of my favorite movies of all time, Limitless. Am I being one-sided? No. Lucy just didn't have good execution, not saying it "wasn't as good as Limitless", it just wasn't good. Anyway, we then went to Maggiano's for this free dinner and explore what we have to offer thing. It sounded too good to be true, I knew something was off. I told my sister it better...

So I guess I'm kind of using this blog more as a diary. There's nothing wrong with that it just works out perfectly. Today was a great day. It is July actually August 3rd. And it was a Sunday. I awoke up feeling very "what's the point of life" because I was hella baked last night. My friend Nischay had hit me up just earlier while I was asleep wanting to go to the beach house from yesterday at 3. I talked to my sister if we were gonna do anything and she said we were going to go to the movies to watch Lucy. I told him probably not because I've been going out daily for a while and I should go watch Lucy with them, (partially because they wouldn't go without me) my dad likes that. Plus I figured he'd like to take us out like he normally does at least once a weekend while my mom's not home. Not to mention, he said, in his meaningless angry fits that I couldn't use the car and I didn't want to piss him off, although that was him blabbering. He...

So this was a particularly insane day. I was going to sleep at 11ish last night, when a homie texted me asking for Snapsave. Funny because I knew something would happen that would keep me from sleeping on time. Surprisingly I was done with that by 11:30 but Julian, who had called me earlier, hmu on Twitter saying we could kick it, and I was down to sneak out. The setup was perfect, the Camry was on the street because we were selling the Altima, and someone was coming to see it. Then my dad had work the next day so I could just spend the night at Andrew's. Alright so Julian says he'll tell me when to leave but it's 1:30 and I tell him fuck you I'm leaving. I was supposed to pick up Tristan so I hit him up on IG and got his number. I picked him up, then went to Andrew's. We're chilling quietly because Fred doesn't know we're over. Drew gets his weed, we pre-sesh then dip to Zelzah Point. On the way they start reminiscing and remember a spot by Julian...

Fuck Mondaze. Worst day of my life. First I didn't pass the Motorcycle Written Laws Test because it had nothing to do with the class. Then I made a plan to kick it with friends after some good pasta and chicken my sister made at home. I was supposed to pick him up from the gym. He decided he'd go home and shower and then I picked him up and we spent almost 25 minutes trying to find a dealer! None would pick up the phone or were busy. We finally talked to one and brought him and another friend over and we smoked the blunt and I felt great. We kicked it in my room and then I dropped them off. Came back, cooked, ate, and then had to go drop off the evil kitten. When reversing the Altima because it was in the garage and I wanted to drive it because I'm selling it, I hit the Camry. it was a hard reverse but I messed up. Dad yelled at me for the whole ride but thankfully that kitten's gone..bitch was cursed.

Wow I have to create an alarm or something to do this...I just can't remember to do it. Anyway let's get on with it. 6/8 Sunday was alright. Video games and then I went with my dad to show the house to potential rentors. Nice to do something productive. We had dropped off my sister and mom at Valencia Mall so we picked them up and just went home. I probably played something else after that. I'm not the TV type so video games fit where TV would fit for you or others. 6/9 So this was an interesting day. I was supposed to hang out with two friends at 4, which was when one of the friends would be done with his English Placement test for his college class. Alright, whatever, I'd like to hang out earlier in the day but it's fine, I don't mind waiting. We were gonna buy a Cheeba Chew Decadose edible and go to the mall or just kick back in my room and eat it. So this dude texts me at 4 and tells me he's not coming because his dad isn't working a second ...

Today was a weird day, I woke up and I didn't feel too rested, probably because I slept at 2:30 the night before. I was playing Dynasty Warriors 8. I woke up, showered, probably played the game again and began the hunt for phones on Craigslist. I was trying to buy a galaxy s5 and finally towards the end of the day we did go and get one. Too bad it was ruined bye my dad yelling at me for almost an hour if not more about the whole thing. We value money too much , and our happiness too little. This is how I was brought up and no matter my feelings, I will follow this somewhat, until I live alone. For dinner we had burritos and Mexican rice and guacamole which was amazing and probably one of moms  best of all time. I'm keeping this blog so I can look back and remember the days.

Hey guys, I'm back with a daily summer blog. I want to write about everyday so after summer, I can look back at it and hopefully I won't feel that it was a waste. I meant to write this yesterday but I forgot so I'm writing it now. Friday, 6/6/14 I slept amazingly, and was just looking forward to the basketball tryouts at 3. I played Dynasty Warriors and finally practiced a little before the tryout. It went horribly. I'm not playing basketball again. I'm not giving up but it's just not my thing. I should try other things and see what I like the most. I really want to try track and wrestling but that's only offered at Chatsworth High and it would be stupid to switch for senior year. But on the same note, it would be stupid to not play a sport because I love sports. I love working out, I love running, I love being fit, I love losing weight, all that is probably on the top of my list for enjoyment. Anyway, dinner was really fucking unsatisfying. Dal palak, l...