Do I even exist?
I know that my existence isn't reliant on others. On the validation from others. Yet when I've spent...well over 4 years pursuing a career in Media....it's very much so. The validity of my choices and life path, rests on my success, which in a career in media, is fame and recognition. So when I am not recognized or validated by others, it in turn destroys the choices I've made. Like dropping out. I tell anyone that'll listen to STAY IN SCHOOL. But see, that always comes from one who made that choice and is hurting badly. One who is successful could not recommend it enough. I hear about all these entrepreneurs making money from all these weird ways. All these odd tricks. And in ways, I feel like I've done everything. Not that I've tried it all, and of course not "everything". But that which I could have done I know I know, there's so many excuses and no one cares. Not a soul cares. Maybe not a soul is reading this. But, it's a very diff