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Wow omg i wrote a whole post and it disappeared . It went somethin like this Gah damn its been over 4 months. You know i have a daily alarm that says "write blog post" everyday at 9:30. Smh. Guess i dont want to. Well i think it would feed me obsessing over my past like i used to. But im not trippin anymore. I know ill make it, i can take my time. Im not afraid of time anymore. So i should post here. To tell of the plot of someone who ends up making it. My iPhone 8 arrived today! Sadly the case wont come til tomorrow so I wont open it yet. Not only to protect the device, but moreso because I only wanna see it in that sexy ass case! An anonymous homie came thru to rap. I think he'll pick it up. He wants it bad. He said he's in it for the money not the fame. Well I'm in it for the fame.

I feel good, we been workin on music everyday, i did my own thing too today. Goo shit

I bussed to ucla today. First of all that crazy bus driver wouldn't let me on even though I was slapping at the door. The next bus came 45 mins after that. I felt infuriated. Luckily there was someone for me to bitch with. I had fun at ucla, realized things are just how you react to them. I went to Kelly's Collective, smoked up at the lounge then dipped.

Went to the doctor's appointment. Got a boot. Talked to dad about yelling less. Didn't respond well. Said he doesn't care. Wanna move out. Got an ent appointment tomorrow at 2

Worked on some music, bmcdamans stuff. Played zelda with dad. Cleaned room. More music. Played zelda myself. Video chat with sav. Sleeping now. Gn.

Woke up at 10:30. Tired af cause i slept at 4:30. Was on my phone till 12 in bed then i slept til 2 lol. Went to the bank, opened an account, ate del taco. Played skyward sword with my dad. Started master quest. Chilled with Aman and Gaurav.

Ate a sandwich. wrote. went to the gym. Nick was there. balled out. sick ass win on an and 1 three pointer and the score was 13-14 we down and game 15. got my massage scheduled for tomorrow that my sis got me for my birthday. 

Srsly bad af. I have a notification/alarm that comes up everyday at 9:30 and that day i promised not to dismiss it but I guess I did accidentally. A lot went by. It's hard for me to not think of and let go of the past. But im getting better. Today was great. I told myself I'd write. I looked at the clock often to not let time fly by. It went well. I wrote a lot! Wrote a song in hindi! Proofread it with fam! What else? Played zelda with dad. Ate some food. Went to office depot. Cool.

Yo fam what's up? Yesterday was great! I woke up on time, watched The Flash with my sister. She made eggs n bacon n pancakes ❤️ We kept watching flash n then i got ready and bussed to drews. It was cool, we were blazin n chillin, talkin. Watched this crazy ass episode of american horror story. Ive never seen it. There's like a ritual for Supreme witch and it's intense, they go to hell and they gotta come back. One girl's hell was a shit ton of fried chicken but she was a worker and there was a huge line of people to serve  so she couldn't eat any! Hahahhaha anyway you just realize it's hell and you can snap out. Pretty cool. I wonder what my hell would be? Booed at staples center? Although i guess if u doin a show at staples center they bought the mufuckin tickets anyway hahahhaa. Oh shit imagine opening for like kendrick and fucking up. Damn that'd be some shit. Anyway, yea that was cool. We talked about a lot of shit. Then i came home, played a tiny bit...

Life's been crazy forreal. I told myself to write how I feel everyday. I really should have. It's a great reflection. Well it's okay to make mistakes as long as I learn from them. Blogs everyday now. Funny thing is I even had the alarm every day at 9:30pm but I would just turn it off. been kinda lost and depressed in a way. NO MORE! back on the music grizzy! I honestly can't believe it's halfway through March, and practically my birthday! But I noticed this on March 14 and I was like good it's less than halfway through I can fix it up! and that's what I'm gonna do! Music shit now! So yesterday, 3/15 (I'm writing this 3/16 morning...in fact 4pm. what the fuck are my mornings, I sleep in too hard. gonna fix that too). so 3/15 I worked on music mostly throughout the day. At night I flopped on the bed at 8:19. woke up at 8:39. On my phone til late, like 9:30. Slept by 10 11ish. fuckin woke up at 1:30 am. Couldn't sleep til 5:30 6ish. that was fuck...

Yo first of all, if I really wanna do these shits I gotta do em daily. It's nice to reflect on the day. I even have an alarm for 9:30 everyday. But idk why I just don't feel like it. Then by the end of the week I feel like I should. I don't even know why, and its not to reminisce but maybe just like....leave a legacy? I don't even know. 1/15: I literally wrote a post this day. Why didn't I write what I did that day. ugh. I watched Storks with di I guess. Recorded. worked on music. shmoked. 1/16: Monday. Gym. Showered there. weird af. groceries. BMCDaMan was here. shmoked. Finished I Could. Divesh came too. he had a beer. they smoked stoges. coo coo. 1/17: Hella tired. smoked. music. had PizzaRev. bomb. 1/18: Wednesday. Music, Gaurav came. Got sushi! Ate, talked, fuckin smoked although I was trying to avoid it. went to doctor's appointment! got my medicine. gonna take care of shit. then Daman came at night and I was in bed by 1 but stayed up til 3. I thi...

Wednesday: 1/11: Woke up, sore as hell! Worked on music, saw my bowl so I smoked a little but it just made me tired lol. Draco came, Daman came Thursday 1/12: Woke up, worked on music, felt so tired. weird day. in bed from 3-4. then I said fuck it and I napped til like 6. worked on music. blah. Friday 1/13: recorded, went out with franx, smoked hella, picked up some keef with free weed and a free cavi cone. nice lol. got in n out. came home. his homie Devon was there too. ate udon n salad, watched American Dad. Saturday 1/14: worked on music, went out with franx again, got his homie his rec. blazed fat.

Monday: Worked on music, recorded, watched Leverage with di, worked on music, smoked, got ready for Bua's. got in an argument. Bua's was pretty fun tho. Had cholle and chicken. quite unhealthy. Tuesday, today, 1/10, I went to the gym, balled up. Sore all over. Had fun. Showered, discussed/fought about Matthew's situation. Fadi came over with Favian. chill.

I had a shit ton of fun on New Years! Assa and I went to a party in Simi Valley, and when we got there, it turns out there was no party. It was fake. So we go to a party by Cleveland and it was a bunch of high schoolers. It was pretty weird, I felt old, and we were there for a bit. He actually knew some people and we both got a swig of one of his friend's Honey Jack. It's funny because we had just mentioned it was our favorite drink. We copped 3 shots then went to the backyard and I was gonna smoke a bit. He rolls me a joint and this white guy asks for papers. He can't roll and fucks up twice then Assa starts rolling. It's almost 11:30 and I'm tryin to head out, somewhere more fun. He finally rolls them and we dip. We were headed to a party 19 minutes away but it was 11:43 so we went to a closer one, and it turns out we're up by Delhi Palace. Turns out it was a hookah place. It used to be Cloud 9 and now it's Litt Hookah Lounge. We got there just a minute ...